when was the last time i blogged? i don’t even keep track. : /

lol, my previous post was me blogging about my relationship, but guess what .. ? I am currently single . HELLO singlehood. LOL. Its awesome being free.

Whats the point givin all you can but in the end,YOU are the one heartbroken? I dislike people that come and go. So fuck it. None of you will know how FAR i can go for someone i really love.

i know.. i know it sucks to be emotional. but thats just me! hahaha. At least i am learning, i am getting better trust me.

Lately there has been alot of drama around my friends, and i really x10 dislike it. It makes me sad seeing the situation like that. It ruins my mood.  I mean ,we’re all friends or rather close friends , whats the point hatin on each other?  If only the world can be peaceful . peace and love. peace and love..

Anyway, i have a nose stud now!! it fuckin hurts like shit. but i like it.. :D

I need to do my hair and manicure soon.

And i have been partying way too much. drinking and smoking WAY too much. i need to stop this.

with love,

Becky

I feel like shit. I’ve never felt this shitty in a long time. fuck.

Yes. I like him alot. Life is so ironic right?

One moment, you get hurt so bad and then the next you meet someone new and you realise that the world doesn’t stop revolving around even if you break down and shatter into pieces. I guess it’s life .. ?

There is no guarantee that this relationship will definitely work out. But as long as i have faith.. I always say ,  the past is history, the future is a mystery and today is a gift.

So, my very first adventure with him will be in France and maybe a part of Belgium. Yes yes i will take loads of pictures.

I don’t look forward to coming back to singapore because he will be working in other part of the world. Just not Singapore. For a year. Doesn’t sound too cool right? I know. I can’t do anything can i?

Ok so anyway, the finals for Sol bikini beach babe is drawing nearer and nearer.  Thanks to all my supporters , big kisses to all of you. I was so touched when i saw the comments about supporting me on the wall of  the event. <3  I don’t need to win .. Seriously. It was a wonderful experience and i made alot of friends during the competition . I’m more than happy. Except that they got my age wrongly on the magazine! :( Not 30 years old…. haha.

Its 2011. wow. Time really flies. Happy new year to everyone and big kisses to my readers.

I will be moving to east coast area very soon. By 20th jan. By then i will have my own pool.. Definitely will invite friends over for a bbq . :D Will definitely share pictures of my new crib as well.. I really can’t wait.. :)

how i wish my mom wouldn’t be so money – minded. how i wish we would stop fighting over money issues..

Love,

Bex

Hello my lovelies,

yes i know i’ve been lazy. But mainly busy actually..

with all the dancing.. fhm roadshow .. shoots .. dating ( hehehe) .. and of course getting all wasted which pretty much fuck me up the next day most of the time. :/

Before i start blogging about my boring mundane life , please help me by voting for me. (SMS-system) And i would like to emphasize i am not 30years old , i’m 20 . They made a typo mistake.

Please do grab a copy of the fhm jan issue. :) Keep yourself updated with pictures and news about the top 10 finalist by liking the SOL singapore page!   —> http://www.facebook.com/SOLbeer.SG <—

So last week was a crazy week partying. As usual, at Le noir and attica.

I went Orchard ion with only one purpose. to buy my bobbi brown foundation stick. But i failed. I end up shopping and bought some pretty stuffs from Guess and Riverisland. Check out the keychain and the wallet i bought. ;)

Also, please check out www.sashaxoxo.com , they have really beautiful dresses. the dress i was wearing in the gallery when i was at attica is from sashaxoxo.com. :) Quality is great and at very affordable price too!

My life is great and i love it.

I can’t wait for my private french class with C. xoxo

Signing off with love,

BEX. xx

HELLO.

i just want to start off with a SIGH. Having a massive headache from the crazy partying on friday and saturday night at Attica and Le noir. Absinthe,yagerbombs,bacardi 151,wine,champagne,vodka,tequila shots and other shots i don’t even know what i took. Madness.

And guess what i didnt go home for 2 nights! had to pay her $150 for that. awesomeness. Fed up.

Anyway let me blog abit about the SOL bikini babe search presented by FHM.

So i didn’t want to join the contest initially but thanks to FELICIA’s persuasion i gave in. I mean whatever since fel,claudie,crystal ,christina and some of my babes were there too so i might as well just join for the sake of getting together and having fun . But well surprisingly when they were announcing the top 10 results i heard my name. Didnt expect that but yeah it’s good news :) together with christina and fel .

Thanks to all that came down to support us.. ! Too many to list.

That entire day was really hectic and crazy. Woke up at 10am and went to orchard to get my make up done, wanted to do my hair but unfortunately there wasn’t any time left and so i had to rush down to wavehouse . I swear my hair was really in a bad shape. Thank goodness for my cap! ha!

Check out the video on xin msn —–> FHM SOL Bikini Beach Party Top 10!

Here are some pictures to share..

Oh and i want to share with you guys about something really hilarious HA! so basically after fel and i finished our shoot with fhm we went to catch the movie The Rapunzel. Yes it was great. I’ve always loved fairytales ( as much as it does NOT exist in reality , who doesn’t like fairytales anyway!) After the movie both of us were reallllllly tired cuz the shoot was like 10am in the morning! and we gotta work at night ! So we decided to check into a nearby budget hotel which is hotel 81 at middle road. HAHAHA!! Felicia then told the guy at the reception she wants a room for 2 hours. Guess what that twat said?! LOL. He was like ” There can only be 2 people in the room” LIKE OMG. He thought we’re prostitutes going for a threesome. then fel went ” can’t lesbian have sex?! ” HIS face went B.L.A.N.K . Priceless.

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Why do i always give a fuck about you when i know that to you i am not necessary at all in your life. I feel like a nuisance to you.Desole de t’avoir dérangé .I suck at this. And i want to get out of it.. *sigh

Have you ever had a dream that seemed so real, when you woke up you didn’t know what to believe? What would you do if what you thought was true wasn’t? And what you thought wasn’t true was?
I was watching some videos randomly on youtube just now, and my oh my charice is sent from heaven ! What an amazing young talent with such powerful and mesmerizing voice that every girl would dream to have.

—> All by myself – Charice <—

Good night lovelies.

With love,

Bex

Just now, at around 2am , A FAT INDIAN MAN WEARING A CAP FOLLOWED ME FROM BEHIND WHILE I WAS WALKING BACK HOME AND GRABBED ME BY MY NECK WITH A KNIFE. HE ASKED ME NOT TO MOVE AND I SCREAMT OUT LOUD TWICE HE FUCKIN RAN AS FAST AS HE COULD. I’M STILL SHIVERING. :’(!!! SOBS

i have never experienced something like that before, ( not like i ever wanted it to happen) but oh my god, i am really in shock. My house area is not very secluded, not deep inside as well. and i was so close to the security guard. Plus opposite my condo there were a bunch of people eating . How retarded can that guy be? I can’t imagine if i had a panic attack and just stood there, i would have been dead, robbed or raped already. Thank God. I hope that guy will be jailed in time..! Singapore is getting more and more dangerous. With all the recent gang attacks and etc. Not a good sign. :/

Stay safe everyone.. Now,i don’t even dare to go home at night… :(

I feel soooooo frustrated now! FUCK THIS SHIT!

OVER A 2 DOLLAR. WOW. And to think i’m always so genenous with money with my mom. I JUST KEEP GIVING AND GIVING WITH NO HESITATION. and i asked her to buy food, and she wants to be so calculative, i mean i don’t mind paying its just 2 bux! It just hurts and annoys the shit out of me when she wants to quarrel with me over 2 dollars! KILL ME NOW! OMFG.

aside from that bullshit, i missed my french class today. down..! AND AND. I was supposed to work with a few other babes at wavehouse but YEAH NOTHING AT ALL ACCOMPLISHED.

what do i want?

I DON’T WANT A FUCKIN RELATIONSHIP ,ok?! IT’S JUST MY LUCK TO HAVE A LIKING FOR YOU. AND YOU’RE JUST SO INSENSITIVE BUT I GUESS YOU DON’T GIVE A SHIT ,AS USUAL. Everything is always okay for you.

THATS ALL FOR MY RANTING. Sorry for the cap letters and crude words i just gotta get it out!

Pictures credited to Sandy.P

Met Felicia yesterday. I spent money again. ._. i bought another VS perfume AGAIN ,a handbag from korea , hair accessories , clothes and etc. And then went to the kbox. :D after kbox we went to orchard towers at naughty girl to see some russian chicks. Yeah one of them was so damn hot. The best dancer there hahaha. of course, there were thailand girls as well, fel and i stuffed money into the chick’s bra. HAHA! that was fun. Anyway, some of the so called “dancers” are seriously just horrible. Geez, i wonder why would they hire just anyone to be on the podium! Maybe they just want ANYone with boobs and p****. heh. Crude but true.

today is so gloomy. Raining like cats and dogs. the best weather to sleep in and cuddle with your lover and of course,making good love . Seriously.  NOW, where’s my lover?! ._. OKAY, nevermind.

*Haters complete my world. LOL!

chérir – cherish

Hello lovelies,

comment cava? lol! i’ve been too crazy over french , i need a break. Infact i am just finished with writing the notes and learning new words and listening to audio and etc for the past two hours straight. And i can’t wait for the class this saturday.

So well well, what have i been up to this week? Let’s see. Saturday.After my french class i went to meet cheryl ma cherie. :p Its has been really long since we hung out. We went to catch this movie : The Megamind (3D) and it was fantastique. oh my god. i didn’t think it would be that good . Good choice my dear. <3

So after the movie i went to work .  Work was thankfully alright although felicia is currently in HK (coming back tomorrow , oh yay!) and claudie is always sick. So on friday and saturday i was the only dancer. Awesome right. But Crystal danced with me on Sat though. It was her time to shine as it was her bdae celebration anyway! Saturday was really good actually, after work my boss managed to persuade me to follow them to Attica. It was my first time partying with them at Attica so it felt kinda weird initially. BUT anyways it was GREAT so yea. :P

Hmm.. Sunday .. was pretty good actually. contented.

Today? BLEH.  je suis malade!! = I am sick!! Sigh. Like seriously?! I’ve been sick too often for the past 3 months, it’s unbelievable. not forgetting i gotta work tomorrow. Okay, screw me. putain.

Anyway, just want to share a little about..

Happiness

• Enjoy the little things, for one day you may look back and realize they were the big things.
• Some pursue happiness, others create it.
• You don’t have to have a perfect life…just do little things that make you happy and you will learn to love the imperfections. Sometimes,you just got to lower down your expectations or desires and you will realise that being happy isn’t so difficult afterall.

Okay, i gotta sleep. I slept at 7am in the morning just now. I’m so exhausted you have no idea.

Bonne nuit. = Good night.

With Love,

Rebecca.C